world alone

i have no family

i have no home

i have no community

i’m just here all alone

on this earth

on this planet

in this world, i feel prismatic

lonely in a room full of people

the same people that share the blood that runs through my veins

if i bleed out would they even care?

if i bleed out will they be there to clean it up?

if i bleed out will they cover up my wound?

the answer is no

and it’s never been yes

i always felt isolated

the black sheep if you will

the one nobody truly understood

and never will

i’m detached maybe even heartless

empathy isn’t something my computer comprehends

i’m cold and empty

down to my core

love isn't something familiar

it shows as clear as day to the naked eye

ice tears fall down my face

​until the end, my mind is erased

i don't want to remember being in this state

February 25 2020