laundry machine

mixed emotions collide together

so seamlessly it would be like trying to tell the difference between salt and sugar with the naked eye

intertwined like the thread weaved between my sweater

that same sweater i stole from your house after that night i’d slept over

i kinda regret sleeping over

why

because

it left my mind in knots like the earphones i rush to untangle before stepping onto the city bus

the twist and turns it takes to get to my destination has me mapping my way so i don’t get lost

lost in my mind

my thoughts

my emotions

i think i’m getting lost in my emotions

overthinking the words you said to me during my most vulnerable state

​naked

January 29 2019