broken

going going gone you be

knowing your not next to me

fuck you and you misery

i hate you for not loving me

i never knew how to love

i just thought it was all made up

i sit here sad thinking of you

knowing your with somebody new

crush my heart i hope you die

why do i want you in my life

i wish i never knew your name

my mind would be much better tamed

you make me want to feel no more

cause i rather not feel the pain i constantly endure

you ruined me for others guys

next time i will be a little more wise

17 / 25

the drugs we toke made me feel alive

you were my first

i wanna cry

cause i was happy looking into your crystal blue eyes

i’m broken now

i’ll never be the same

you scarred my heart

​it’s in padlocks and chains

December 20 2015