believe

no one loves me yes i know

no one had to tell me so

sitting here all alone

reflecting back on things i thought i known

i want to be happy i really do

but the world always seems forever blue

not a single soul knows who i really am

i’m always running into the badlands

i’m far from perfect and i’ll never be

close to average i guess it seems

i like to think there’s more to me

but i’ll be the only one who sees

i can’t let go it’s hard to breath

i’m forever guarded please don’t judge me

i despise my life

i loathe this world

i hate myself

is on repeat

is all that i hear in my head

but i want it to stop

please make it stop

but it won’t stop

i wanna get out and runaway

this life of mine is not where i wanna stay

i see the light so bright

so free

my world will change just wait and see

i just have to find a way to believe in me

​all i need is to believe in me

November 24 2019