a love letter to new york city

vibes

the vibes it’s just like no other

it’s hard to find words to describe

electric

the electric energy rushing threw my veins

like i been struck by lightning

everything around me makes me feel like i’m apart of a movie and i’m playing the main character

it's magical

special

euphoria is oozing out of skin like sweat on a hot summer day

the feeling of having complete bliss

while doing nothing

so picturesque i constantly feel like i’m dreaming

like i’m on cloud nine

and nothing is real

but i know it is from the film i took to prove my memories are true

and that i'm living reality

and that makes me happy

i see my future life there

living in new york city

it’s been my dream since i was a child

i don’t see my myself anywhere else

i know it’s where i meant to be

my dream

my goal

my destiny

i feel it in my bones

i'm truly myself whenever i’m in the city

and that’s a gift i can’t give back

my soul is directing me to the place i’m meant to just be

truly free

truly myself

truly me

​i'm desperate find who i'm truly meant to be and if my heart is screaming new york city in bold capital letters then i guess i need to hop on the next train straight there and never look back

June 2 2018