lost

people say to truly find yourself you need to completely lose yourself

but what if you lose yourself and don’t know how to find your way back?

what if your too far gone that nothing in this mystical universe or even a guarding angel sent from heaven can drag you out of the pit you fell and got way to comfortable laying in

i don’t even know who i am

what i want

or why am here

so how do i know if i’m lost or just changing into the person i’m supposed to be?

fear is a funny yet a hindering thing

curiosity is a freeing yet oh so dangerous

they kinda go hand in hand

like ying & yang

or black & white

it’s just all apart of this stupid ever so complex divine process of learning about yourself, who you are and why you been place on this earth at this point in time

i think you need a little bit of everything to truly find yourself and just completely lose yourself in the process

i’m scared but here we go

November 17 2017