everything is blurry

tracking the day’s have been getting harder to do

everyday just feels like the colour blue

minutes turn into days and days turn weeks

everything feels the same and merges into the colour grey

never realized that human connection was something i desperately crave

never realized how much i valued my freedom until it was ripped away

a list of worries filled up quickly

propaganda and anxiety seeped in like i was stepping into quicksand

i was sinking down the rabbit hole

and i couldn’t fight my way out

it all came so sudden

i didn’t have time to prepare

information overload

i don’t compute

is this even real

why is this happening

who did this to humanity

what’s gonna happen

how many will die

will i be effected

is the future even in sight

this are the thoughts running in my mind

much more quickly then all the other times

i’m living through history that will be written in the books

the great reset it’s how it looks

an event that put the globe on pause and will change it forever and it’s not waiting for the applause

the age of aquarius is upon us

and the zombies are finally waking up

it feels like the apocalypse is afoot

signs of the times are here

and i’m full of fear

what will happen in the future but we’re already here

if we make it through this alive

i will promise to never take life for granted on the other side

​it’s the year 2020 but my vision is kinda blurry

the future doesn't seem bright but i’ll will always search for the light

April 11 2020