idk

my life is a mess

my mind is never at rest

my destiny looks dark and i just want to run into the bright light

i’m desperately chasing that light

how can i be happy when i know i’m gonna die

mental breakdown

​i felt the blood dripping down as i taste it in my mouth

i always wondered why suicide is a sin??

is it because you're cheating the game or just a straight breakthrough into your next life

i guess i’ll never know...

time will tell

January 9 2020