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i’m not sure i don’t remember

i think the last time i saw you was last december

before fall and after winter

time keeps wasting so much quicker

picked you out of a basket of toys

wanted to play with you and enjoy

you were the darkest of them all

i think that’s why i was drawn to you

so immersed in your orbit

i even started to crawl

crawl towards you like a infant baby

where the fuck have you even been lately??

what are these things you claim be

must me your imagination or just a dream

i like to say i’m living in a lie

when all i see are rainbows and butterflies

i don’t know if i’m in a different dimension or glitching hologram

or just playing in the simulation in your lala dreamland

maybe i’ll never know if i’m really alive

my mind is a computer

and everything is made up of numbers and eyes

consciousness loaded

force shut down

my soul 404 not found

.....

reboot

June 18 2019